Time comes and goes ....can't stop it except in death. God know the time we don't. Windy left today, sadness overcame me when she stepped out of the car. Windell and I drove around, not going anywhere and then came home. We are by ourselves again. And that is ok as we have raised our children as best as we could for what we knew at that time. God blessed us anyway. Out children have blessed us with their love, for which we are thankful. God will bless them for their honor.
Friends have blessed me with their comments and they truly were received with honor. I am so blessed to have such good friends. That is what makes life as it is. My husband is my gift from God. I know sometimes I get so angry and that is the ugly word, angry, when he does what I feel is not what should be or could be . But with the love that I have for him, i go on and forget what is said or done and the feeling of angry is gone. That is love...forgetting the former and going on to the better. I thank God for him. He has needs as we all do and I hope that I can help him to fulfill those needs.
I want this celebration of my 70 years on this earth to be remembered as good. A person who loves God and serves Him. May God bless me and give me as many as He sees fit.
Psalms 84:11 " The Lord God is a sun and a shield and NO GOOD thing will he withhold from him who walk uprightly...." may I always walk upright...
2 comments:
This is precious! Thank you for sharing your true heart - how healing. Bearing the pain of another is always costly, but oh such love. To love that deep is never free of pain, because we can't fix what needs to be fixed, yet we never stop wanting to. When most people run away or just shut down, Judy, you have stayed the course. I've been reading "Bonhoeffer" and he says that real people come out of suffering. I want to be real, not superficial or silly. I'm asking God to take me deeper into His love and teach me the lessons of life that I've yet to know. I pray that you will feel the arms of Jesus around you and His love underneath you to hold you up in the day to day times when there is no one to cheer and there is no returning smile from the face that you've loved through the years. You are a darling girl and a much loved child of God!
You know how to put your arms around me with words. thank you.
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