'Wednesday

Today is what they call "hump day". Just a hump to the weekend...Well it doesn't matter whether it is "hump day" or "TGIF" we do the same thing, get up at 1am, get dressed,grab some sandwiches and away we go. Deliver those papers that folks have a fettish about. One lady will call is there is a certain crease in the paper, if there is a spot of water, if it is in the driveway or if it is in the grass...give me a break. It is just a paper..Hello!!!
I do enjoy our time together in the car, quiet, not quite as hot as the day time; we just make the necessary turns and throw those papers. Sometimes  I hit the window frame and honey says"Judy hit the driveway not the window"!! we laugh and sometimes we don't! According to the mood I am in. Then in the next few throws honey will do the same thing and then we really laugh. Why can't we laugh more often about things that happen. I have always tried to laugh more at things  but honey not so much. I think that laughing releases those stresses that take us to low times.
Honey and I have  had some low times in the last year. Our son ,Vann, his life taken so suddenly.  Do we laugh then. Not much. But Vann was such a cut up, loved jokes, always telling them . Some not so "clean" but non the less not withstanding he had a sense of humor. I can see his smile that God put on his face 47 years ago when he was given to us to raise and show the way to our heavenly Father.  Like I have said before, he said"mom I am right with God, don't worry". I miss you Vann.
Honey misses him more than he acknowledges. I sometimes try to help him  to overcome the sadness but it isn't easy. Honey is just a very private and quiet person.
Well in a few hours we will repeat the process that has been our savior to living. God has been good to us and we depend on Him so much.  Be with us heavenly Father as we drive the roads this am.
Amen.